(c) William Russell
Can a change affect your life?
"Yes" my change has been very effective
Caught now in a limbo
Between two very vibrant real worlds
One my past
The second
A very uncertain future
Of course only in degrees
Of how quickly success will generate
In the future for me
Seeing these expressions with eyes of feeling
In remembrance of when I was twelve
Many years have passed
Since I parked my bicycle in this same place
I have now parked at the beach in my car
I can look back through time
And see a very pale skinned,
Blue eyed
Bright platinum with ringlet curls
Skinny as a rail young boy of twelve
Innocent as a lamb
And with the excitement of a puppy
Daydreaming about the same thought
What will my future bring?
Knowing I had limited abilities
To attack the frightening future
Being a boy who could
Or thought he was able to see a good challenge
Through to the end
Began his heavy day dreaming in great hopes
Of finding a short cut to life's end
This is where my first life's course began to end
Here on this beach's sand
Six and 1/2 long years have passed
Since we first looked each other in the eyes
Being new friends with her husband and co-worker
(---) asked if I would like to try a burger and fries at
Burger Chick
A new restaurant one block from work
And I agreed
He rode in my car and she was to meet him there
I let his coy way of getting a ride without asking slip by
We arrived at Burger Chick's
I parked in the lot facing Route (---)
We stepped out of the car
Talked for a while
And an old Chevy pulled up about 10 feet away
(----) walked toward the car
I focused in on the driver as she was stepping out of the car
I was being pulled toward her
I couldn't look away
Her tall slender body
With beautiful freckled skin
And soft but very demanding eyes
Put my entire being in a trance
I was then introduced
She as Marge my wife
Believe me as I tell you
It was my pleasure
Marge then gave me a long slip away look
And focused on her husband's conversation
She then left and we went inside Burger Chick's
She was not invited by her husband
And I felt it was not my place
Considering we had just been introduced
Six months has passed since my first life's end
It has been slow with an upward trend
She started out being my frightened friend
It appears now we will be lovers
Til our spirit ascends
And still another new life will spend
Happy as this life we did begin
This life was a dream not long ago
Something I thought impossible to hold and now I do behold
For now my past visions are real
And my past life experiences are like a dream
As confusing as this may seem
I did have a dream
And it materialized as I have seen
Fulfilling as a vibrant sheen
On it's way to fulfilling my dream
The tortures and horrors of a parallel life
We both fought a hard struggle for a peaceful life
She nor I could find it with husband or wife
So we started new in the middle life
Feeling our purpose in life
Is to bring into the world a new life
We have been blessed
She is now a flower in bloom
Bearing a new life